Do you have a plan ... ?

Source from my home in Jasper Place

Gerry told me "Does your fiance that women change their mind right away? " I said, "Yes, he already knew about me. but maybe..." He laughed a lot as usual and keep saying to me about marrige life. "You need children. Do you have a plan to hav a children? " "I think I'm not ready yet, my fiance too."
"You're 30. It's late" , " I know, actually almost my friends have a children or be pregnancy now. When it comes to marriage and children,I'm much more later than them. But anyway I'm not sure. I have no confidence in baby even though I like the kids."

"You know, you can learn many things from your children. I can tell you. Not that I'm smart. "

At that time Liz was going down from upstairs and joined our conversation. She said "You have 9 months to be ready. Don't worry about that." She went to on say "However the most important thing is spending a time between wife and husband. You'd better have some time. because you have been apart from each other for a long time. "

"What a such good advice it is! " I thought. But I still felt something in my mind kind of anxiety,tension to be a mother. I can't imagine that. I have no concept of being parents.

I'm not 30. I'm 31 years old.
Time flies. It's true.